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Hey Dad,Do you know I still love you? [Poetry]

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Hey Dad,
This note is strictly for you….
How do you feel when you see me?
Are you disappointed? I bet you are. I`m sorry I`ll never be what you wanted me to be. But this is just who I am.
You know I still hate you for everything you did, and do, right?
But I`m not writing this to let you know that, because I hope you already understand that. But this is just a letter, asking if you could remind me where this all went wrong? Read the rest of this entry »

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July 23, 2010 at 3:56 am

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“Children Do Not Realize”

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“Children Do Not Realize”

I used to think I knew it all,
which seems so funny now—
In younger days, I thought I had
life figured out, somehow,
Yet all along you understood
far more than I could see.
As you offered patient guidance,
leaving choices up to me…
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Written by Phil

June 20, 2010 at 12:06 am

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Dad. [Poetry D4]

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You left me a long time ago.
You wouldn’t know me if I walked up to you.
Even though everyone says I am a spitting image.

Does it make you happy.
To know that you left me here in this world.
So alone and cold, to live on my own.

I hate admitting that I miss you.
I don’t even know you, even though I should.
Even though that little paper says your my Dad.

I can’t understand why you don’t call.
I don’t think you’ve ever missed me at all.
It’s no suprise, I never took you for the caring type.

I wish that you could be here now.
I want you to see me grow up and be happy.
But you never will, I wonder how that makes you feel.

I am your daughter, and you, your my father.
But there will always be a barrier that keeps us apart.
Lack, thereof, love.

Please don’t say I never tried.
Dammit, I tried too damn hard to make you love me.
People are stubborn, I know, I get it from you.

I love you Dad, I think.
I don’t know you, anymore, but you are blood.
Blood is supposed to be thicker than water.

I used to think I was the dissapointment.
No, Dad, you are and you always were.
I am not perfect but God forbid I turn into you.

Your a heartless son of a bitch.
You turn your back on your daughter.
You turned your back on me and I hate you for that.

I wanted to say that I miss you.
That I do unfotunately have love left for you.
See you in hell.

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Written by Phil

April 9, 2010 at 2:36 am

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Hey Dad [Poetry D3]

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Hey Dad,
We’ve had some good times and some bad,
But I’ll never forget all the fun we had.
Wake up in the middle of the night, have freezies in your bed,
You’d get me some… child aspirin for my head. Read the rest of this entry »

Written by Phil

March 9, 2010 at 2:30 am

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I’m Sorry Dad [Poetry D6]

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I’m Sorry Dad,
I was never the right person to give you everything
I am sorry for saying those things to you
I know it hurts you ’cause I can see it in your eyes
But it’s like they say; Pay backs a bitch
You are getting hit with everything that happen to me
It sucks to say that
But it’s true, Read the rest of this entry »

Written by Phil

February 13, 2010 at 4:02 am

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For Dad [Poetry D2]

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Fathers are there when you’re small to carry you home
And to make sure you’re never left alone
Fathers are there to photograph your first day of school
To make you do your homework even if the other kids say it’s uncool
Fathers are there to tell you to learn to play guitar
And to teach you how to drive a car Read the rest of this entry »

Written by Phil

February 9, 2010 at 2:24 am

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